im angry. so what.

i am planning a seclusion. but...newsflash! daaah... i am afraid to do it.

i am scared to death and angry and clueless. i am once again standing on a liquid floor. but it's not placid this time. waves are bugging me. and this is all because of you. yes..you! you dont know you are you... but believe me, you are.

no one may ever get my point. not even me. ahhh! im talking trash once again.


why do you make me so angry?

you make me feel unsure. you make me feel. whoa! numb nights are done. finally.



bullshit.
that's my favorite word now.


back to me..


i mean to you.

you make me feel like im in love. but heck! i am not. so far from being in love...but you give me emotional bursts. you give me uncertainty. you posses me. you evil!

lalalala..nonsense.


dont talk to me right now. im fragile.




suddenly, i wanted to shut up.
back to my feared seclusion.
this is for my attempt not to be influenced by anyone.
so dont talk to me ok?!
get that?!
just dont.