im angry. so what.

habang hinihintay kong pumiyok si champ habang kumakanta siya ng the day you said goodnight sa airing ng myx mo, i was once again struck by the lyrics: She's already taken (2x) she's already taken me.. (so much of a destiny.. si champ pa talaga kumakanta!)
naisip ko, oo nga. pero parang baligtad. ako kasi, he took my attention first then suddenly...(if you can call a month -suddenly) he became taken. how sad for me di ba?
pero ayos lang. i always tell myself, it was just a feeble crush with an almost stranger. but...ganun nga lang ba talaga yun?
ansarap i-quote sa diary ko yung mga statements ko na sobrang i found him so ideal. i found him so perfect, like he was the one i could really like a lot and someday, if i would be given the chance to know him better, i could even...who knows? (hehe...takas lang. i dont want to say love. but i said it anyway...).
pero yun nga, i was not given the chance. for the chance i was referring to melted away through the icy journey of my pursuit for this ideal guy.
it was icy and cold. i was so frustrated because i wanted to make him see how companionable we were. then, I was hurt because not only i was wrong about us being compatible, but i also failed on making him see me. double-dead ang babaeng stalker named anna li.
sabi nga ni kate mas malakas daw ang tama ko sa kanya kaysa kay RFE. naisip ko, oo nga. ayaw ko na rin kasing magkamali sa pagsasabing ideal man ang isang lalaki. tsaka siguro....








hinihintay ko pa silang magbreak..








tagal!hihihihi...